Finally

Finally I got an off day tomorrow..... hahahahaha Yesterday midnight duty was funny.... Imagine a fog horn go by itself in the middle of the morning at 3am.... I seriously thought that some ship must have given us some signal but was weird to me cuz the radar never show any target in the near vicinity... I thought the radar must have gone wrong and check thru the window but seriously there isn't anything.... Then My chief mate thought I was playing a fool cuz I have been I'm the only crew in the ship who always play a lot.... hahahaha Sometimes that is the minus point... Even the Chief Engineer get out of his bed and check us in the bridge but was confuse... Then he started talking about the people from the 3rd world.... Damn and I got all that goosebumps off my neck..... Then duty go as per normal till the morning... Oh god, on our way back, many crew will be going.... Hope I can work with them again in my next contract.... Seriously I'm still wondering how come my salary is still not bank in.... I damn headache when thinking about singapore... The company is giving problem cuz I have to settle my house rent and bills at home... Like that how are they gonna deduct from my bank account...? Haiz... Moreover my bro is gone missing with my dad ATM and his money in the bank worth few thousands... Seriously my life is so fucked up.... I'd seen many things around me but I really don't know what to do.. If I'm gonna say, I know it will offend others so I just keep my mouth shut... I share all this to my close friend here in the ship... I feel that he can understand how I feel... Seriously if about money, blood ties can really go wrong.... Now I have to wait and hopefully I still have a home when I get back in singapore.... All this is getting on my nerve seriously...... Haiz Now I gonna enjoy some movie and have a rest... Now gonna check my bank account 1st... Is anyone out there thinking of me here...? Seriously I feel like a nobody... Only when I have money then only people will start coming..... I hate when that really happen... It feel sucks... :(