Living In Fear

I know I'm not that sick... Just terribly pissed when I got cheated... I don't care what she gonna tell her friends what my character is like... Yeah I know I have my flaws knowing I'm not good at certain things but hey, at least I'm worth everything cuz I proof the changes I made in my life and some of my bad character... As for you, a liar will always be a liar.... Truth never run... Just someday maybe all your friends will know the real you.... Anyway you deserve to be with him cuz you guys really match... A dumb is match to a dumber.... So it will go 2 ways, 2 of them will cheat on each other.... hahaha Urgh...!! I really hate this character of mine... I always turns ugly when I'm really pissed by someone intentionally....Haiz Today I wasn't doing deck work in my afternoon 6 hours shift... I was called up the bridge to steer the rudder keeping the vessel from rolling.... Now my shift is over and I'm not sure who is in control of the rudder steering but the ship is rolling instead of pitching.... Now the closet doors is making noises... Oh my god, I'm really bored... Nobody seems to really make noise in facebook... I wonder where is my mummy and my nanny... Missing them ler... Seriously the one controlling the steering is worst than me... :( I hope this could still be post on my blog.... Now I'm gonna rest... Gonna eat and start duty later night.. Bye guys.... ;)