I just wanna see you happy

And I was heartbroken... But let all these numbness fill me in... I feel so empty inside... All I want is to see people around me happy... I help when I can... I know though I'm not a perfect guy, there is some softness in me... Just last month, before a friend of mine went back to Philippine, I gave her 400 Ringgit... She refuse to accept my offer at 1st but I said it wasn't for her, it was for her daughter and she left with no choice but to take it.....lol I also give her 100 US$ for her birthday present... Maybe all these sum of money may be small for us but it makes wonders to people from poor country... Sometime I feel so grateful that I was born and grown in singapore... Yet we singaporean still complain so much...Haiz Next week I'm helping a friend to buy her airplane tics to her country... She is indeed a very nice lady... We didn't really had much to talk when we 1st met... All I know is that she like to listen to me sing... Without fail, she always wanted me to sing when I visit the pub she work in... I was attracted to her friend at 1st but I realize her friend is just out there to cheat on guys... Anyway I feel great that all these ppl that I help treat me well... They respect me and never treat me the way I look... They always told me that I look different and say I'm a nice guy... I was flattered but I told them that I just to see people happy... As long as ppl who treat me well happy, I'm happy for them... Now I feel so great to help people... I wanna keep helping ppl in need when I can... I wanna be someone remembered by others... Yeah maybe I look like this, I can do many good things than normal human and this is beyond my nature and character... I seriously hope I get to extend my stay in the ship... I will need to start saving for australia... :)