Living In Fear

I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU!! You can be so far yet so near, though you travel nearer it feels further.... What the hell am I talking...? hahahahaha Just entertaining myself making me feeling better... :p Seriously I think I have a crush on her... The more she makes me wonder, the more terribly I want her.... But yet again, this will be another blind love which I expect to get cheated again... What to do, this is life of a seamen... I really wanna faster graduate, work, save enough money for marriage, honeymoon and house, get a degree and settle down and get a shore job... Would be better If I can work in the high department in the office of a maritime company... Swee Bo?? This is what I love about being Pieces... We can plan and dream so far that it is possible to fall into reality..... :p I really miss you MAMA even knowing you don't miss a thing.... :D Maybe she was my lucky charm.... hahaha Who knows..? See I'm talking crap again... Ok now I gotta need a rest.... I seriously need a good girl to look after this naughty boy... I really wanna save up money to take the DP course... :p I wanna earn good sum of money in the future to make those ppl who left me for others to see what they really missed.... :D