Living In Fear

Certain things I saw is something I don't expect to see.... Wasn't really a good thing for me... Sometimes I just don't really understand how our relationship can work for the past 4 years and so... Sometimes It is just weird to see things we don't really understand... If she left me for who I am, why would we always end up patching up after break up..? Seriously now I get irritated hearing all these bullshit... The fact that I was left was true that there was another so called faggot acted as the hero and dump u when he got what he wanted... Face the facts that I had been telling her this... I was even more shock to see her quotes of having regrets in the relationship... Hello!! I bet it's not an easy thing for a guy to forgive their gf after she sleep with other man... Can't she see how many times I forgive her though during my hot tempered moment my words seems to flung outta nowhere... But what important most is not my words but my heart... Does she really thing that words is perfect? No it never was!! I hope she learn something after what the faggot did to her... And for u Mr Faggot!! I remember what I told myself.... I won't break my words.. I rather break your body into pieces than breaking my own words... Your time will come.. Soon enough for you Mr Faggot and I'm gonna see who can help you.... Seriously when you fuckin around with me, you got a good deal cuz you're fuckin with the best..... Well I just don't know what had gotten into myself and into my life... I'm becoming someone who I am really not anymore... Oh well, fuck it..... I just move on and carry on walking... By the way, I love the time I spend with her and listening to her giggling throughout the movie.. It is so adorable....lol