Okay I'd been trying very hard to get well adjusted in my class and school teaching system... Their academic system was based on PML (Problem Base Learning). Oh well this is kinda new to me but I'm adjusting to it.... It really don't depends on how clever you are but in depends on how active you are and how cooperative you are working in a group... I'd been in groups of different ppl but the thing never change for me is that I was always in group 4.... hahahahahaha Oh well, maybe I am Number 4....LOL Not really keen on getting to know new ppl cuz all I need is just a stupid diploma.. So I don't give a fook if anyone wanna give attitude... Like I care? haha In the end of the day, the teacher facilitator will be able to see the one that who put in the effort to work... Don't save the best for yourself cuz if the facilitator question and u can't answer, then you're doomed.... Oh ya, there's no beautiful lady in my class so don't be proud..... hahahahaha Actually wanna see the MP just but it was closed till the election day... These political party all very clever hor.... Aiya, now my free time I play online game lor... Life in poly is getting tougher each day and by semester 2 or 3, I bet I shit many times a day.....haiz

Alright, school is starting just around the corner and I have been maintaining my composure... Actually I kinda stress but I'm maintaining it well... Stress about the studies that I will face and my finance and meeting new people in school... *Sigh I hope I can really cope very well in the new environment... Most probably I doubt Overtime @ Holland Village will send me back to Dempsey... Anyway I'm doing fine in the outlet there... Meet great peeps there just that haven't hangout with them yet.... I went for orientation few days ago and met all the engineering students of my batch... Some of them are really cool like As Soon the old AhBeng, not that really old ah but younger than me and Zul.. Zul is just like me, a damn prankster.. Lucky we not in the same class..... hahahahahaha I need to complete my 1st year and 2nd year still need to decide to study wat course nia... Oh ya, that day I saw my ex's cousin together with my regular customer at Holland Village... Seriously I can't really recognize her maybe because she put on weight... Last time she so pretty lor.... hahaha Oh well, I heard weird stuff about myself... I was shocked actually.. Don't say myself, even Chris my regular customer was shocked to heard those rumors about myself... Anyway I can't control the story that is being told about me but whatever it is, I'll just let it be... People have eyes to open and see who I really am.... I'm not that difficult or do I that simple.... I have my own belief of making decision but still I can't guarantee that my way is right... Different people accept different approach... But whatever I'm doing, I have a long term thoughts in my head.... I always have a good plan but I always wouldn't want her to know what my plan is cuz I wanna surprise her... I thought I could have a wonderful wedding with her... I was actually planning to propose you not with an expensive ring actually but with a BMW car... Why BMW cuz it said BeMyWife... Isn't that romantic? ah fuck.... Looks like this won't ever happen since I quit my sea life.... Now I just wanna enjoy my life being single...... But I know I still miss her love..

Wah.... So long never update ler since I lost my Iphune... Now just got myself a new Samsung Galaxy S I9000.... Still need to get used to the function... Ok right now I'm a bartender in Holland Village Overtime instead of Dempsey... They wanna get the outlet there organize before they send me back there.... But the peeps in Holland are quite nice and friendly... Or maybe I am a well adjusted person....LOL I still miss you a lot... Though I know I never had a place in your heart, you are still right here in mine... I'm just used to getting pampered by you... I miss your kisses and your hugs when I got cold.... Most of all, I miss your presence..... Haiz Guess I shouldn't had make that sacrifice.... A sacrifice that's not worthwhile.... However I'm still happy that you are doing great in life... Keep it up and don't let the next guy bastard you again...... That korean boyband is not a gay but he is a homo......LOL