Living In Fear

Finally after seeing Wendy's blog, I start to understand more better... Yes she is indeed a sweet little girl who have been made use and abused by her current relationship.. I really try my best, I really try so hard, I even give her the most logical reason why things between her and that douche can't carry on but still she wanna choose him. Probably because he have a big bike? I don't know what the fuck it is but honestly it hurt me so bad.... I gotta move on and leave her just the way she wants to be. You can't help anybody if they refuse to help themselves... I still respect her though and again, what happen between me and her I did not take it as a free ride because I really love her... Maybe you guys can say she take me for a free ride and I don't mind.... I don't mind people know that I'm being made a fool because I am a fool to always give in to the creature women.... I'm really, really so sick and tired...... Maybe you have to realize you lost the moon while you're too busy counting the stars.....